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Assalamualaikum.

Hello, it’s been a while.

I have been busy with my sleep as you know now our world suffer from corona virus . I am already 24 this year oh my tuanya aku. My day are full of up and down, you know we all must work from home and it’s challenging for me. For your information, awal march I’ve been changed to new work new company and new environment. I have been faced all the struggles and Alhamdulillah I am doing well. I just wanted to do well this time. I have had enough of listening people saying that I will fail in life. I need to prove them wrong. All these years I am so weak but this time I want to wake up.

ok here's the story, 

2016 ~, i met someone in online. i didn't expect to fall in love with someone especially in online but somehow i am truly amazed with his personality. and he is 1 year younger than me but age means nothing. love wins. decided to met him and everything we went well. Now it’s been almost 4 years we are being together and i feel unlimited happiness when i am around him. and i thank God for letting this guy came into my life. 

it feels amazing. he is confident and he can teach me anything i wanted to know. and he is always there whenever i need life lessons. he let me be myself. that's the best thing about him.

and when he is around, i can do well on works. i don't believe in "being in love makes you lose focus on anything we do" i believe you can do better when you are happy. that's all.

i am crazy in love, i am crazy over him. i must to admit that. and i just can't deny that anymore.

 i am enough for his. he never failed to make me laugh with his corny and stupid jokes. his sweetness.

his smile. his laugh. his willingness to be with me, is what makes me stay from the day 1 till now. we act like lovers & best friends at the same time.

even i can't do much, but i am trying my best to achieve something great that can make you proud of me. i am trying each day to better lover. and my love for you is growing.

and my advice is, don't cheat. someone who cheats make simple issue become a big deal to someone who tried everything to work things out and make their relationship lasts. relationship needs effort from both ways. not only from one person.

what can i say is that, relationship is a learning process. we made mistakes like everyday. but have the courage to say sorry and learn from your mistakes. you will be improve as a human being.
you will be better in life, studies and so many things. when you learn how to accept that it's always okay to make mistakes. we make and made mistakes. but don't repeat the same mistakes.

ada peluang, gunakan sebaik mungkin. nak jadi orang yang jujur, jadilah. nak jadi orang yang setia, jadilah. nak jadi jahat ke, nak jadi apa ke, jadilah. hidup ada pilihan, and you need to be ready for the consequences for your choice. life has choices. when you are in a relationship, trust is a must. kalau tak ada kepercayaan, buat apa bersama lagi. buang masa. hidup ni sentiasa ada pilihan, orang yang macam mana nak. yang baik ke jahat ke, kita ada pilihan. tapi nak yang setia & jujur, kita sendiri kena jadi macam tu. tak nak lah expect yang bagus, diri sendiri kelaut.

kalau benda tak cukup pun, bila berdua & bersyukur, kita akan rasa cukup.

thank you for all the opportunities you gave to me to let me to get to know you. thanks for believing in me when everyone doesn't and just walk away from me, thanks for putting a smile on my face when i wake up in the morning and when i am about to sleep at night. thanks for being the reason for whatever i am doing right now. thank you for making me stronger than before. and last but not least, thank for staying with me. thank you for what you've done for me. you are my person.

ok here's a thing baby, i love you more than you'll ever know.
i hope you know that i am trying every single day for us. 

Thank you always be with me,

Love fiancé 🧸❤️